i woke up this morning saying to myself, “i am alice and belong to Mistress Marquesa.” i so much wanted to masturbate. However, i was a good girl and did not.

i feel so wonderful!!! Mistress Marquesa instructed me to take a long hot bubble bath and shave my legs in the bath. With my dark leg hair gone, my legs look so creamy white and feel so smooth. Shaved legs make me feel even more submissive to Mistress Marquesa. i put on my white thigh high nylons. It feels so good – nylons against my bare skin. i am glad i shaved my legs but am a little worried about appearing in public wearing shorts but i know this shall soon pass..

i am so happy at the prospect of seeing Mistress Marquesa tomorrow.

Diary Entry Day 6..

i visited Mistress Marquesa today. When i first arrived, i just sat on the floor by Her chair while She read email and answered the telephone. Just dressed in very causal clothes, She was awesome. As i sat on the floor, Her incredible Great Dane rested his head on my side. Mistress Marquesa was very impressed that her favorite pet  liked me so much. At one point while Mistress Marquesa was busy on the phone, the dog started to aggressively lick my face. i was afraid to repulse his advances. Luckily he soon got bored.

Mistress Marquesa and i just talked for awhile. It was wonderful being able to be so open with such an intoxicating woman. Afterwards, She made me put on  pink panties, a black corset, and white high heels shoes. i practiced walking around Her house for a long time. i loved the sensation of being lifted by the heels.

Mistress Marquesa then gave me a few directions to help me  towards really becoming “alice”. i must buy lipstick and nail polish in several colors including pink, lavender, and bright red. i was a little taken aback when She suggested i wear toenail polish all the time. After a few moments, i was very happy when i realized that my toenail polish would be a sign of my commitment to Her and would help me feel so much more submissive. i guess i am not going to wear sandals without socks this summer!

She likes my newly shaved legs; however, She indicated displeasure at my hairy chest. i quickly volunteered to shave my chest before our next meeting. this pleased Her very much. She also commanded me to shave my pussy.   With a wicked smile She told me to trust Her and that i would truly love the sensation of a cleanly shaved pussy.

Listening to  Her Hypnotic Surrender Recording is helping me accept what is happening to me even to the point of eager anticipation. i just want to please my Goddess.