Dear Diary,
i was thrilled when i received this reply,
“I have wasted too much of My precious time on pseudo-subs who are confused and in conflict about what they want. Therefore, I will save your letter and make you write MANY others in which over and over again you will admit to and confess your need to be on this path toward “alice”. It is a very exciting transformation and I am going to accept you into My select stable of slaves based on My intuition:
That #1 – you are grounded, clear headed and balanced enough to know what you really want at this time in your life.
That #2 – you are honest and not using Me to temporarily fill your fantasy until “shame” overwhelms you and you run away from Me ( and yourself – as if you REALLY ever could!) This is your last chance to back out!! I tell you this.
Don’t pull My chain. I can’t say payback is a bitch named Mistress Marquesa because if you deliberately are untruthful with Me or yourself, it’s the universe and the great Goddess above that takes care of such matters and will give you a serious spanking if you are without integrity and fuck this up!
I want you to visit me and start doing tasks of different and varied nature on Saturday. I will have a list of commands, orders and rituals you must follow in your training. In order to be a good girl. your diary will become part of MY erotic and wonderful website.
It will also be excellent therapy for you! Get ready slave-girl to prove your worth!!!”
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Of course i will not back out. Every second of contact with Her, makes me want more and more to serve Her. i went shopping today and bought Her earrings and a bracelet made of jungle agate for Her birthday. i hope She likes them. i also bought thigh high white nylons for myself as She had commanded.
i emailed Her for permission to shave my legs.
alice
